Chapter 462: Qin Jingyi's Reminiscences

like you have cancer. 。Sister didn't believe Qin Jingwen had cancer either. It wasn't because she couldn't accept it out of sympathy, but simply because looking at her condition, she seemed to just...Although she missed her parents and felt wronged, she should have cried it out. However, Qiao Shunchen listened to Qin Jingwen's crying and felt heartache for her. He wanted her to calm down as soon as possible, so he spoke comforting words to Qin Jingwen. 。"Alright, alright, the children are all worried about you, don't cry anymore." 。Although he was comforted, it had no effect. Joe Shun-chen could only think of other ways to stop ... 。"Don't cry, I have a headache from drinking today, I'm the one who should be crying." 。"

Joe Shun-Chen said miserably, and it really worked. " 。Qin Jingwen immediately raised her head, tears still streaming down her face, and showed a worried expression. 。"Does it hurt I'll give you a massage when we get upstairs." 。Qin Jingwen said as she took Qiao Shunchen's hand and walked upstairs, blaming him all the way. 。"I told you not to drink, and you wouldn't listen. Now you have a headache, don't you" 。From now on, if you're disobedient, no one will listen to you. Just tough it out. 。“ Qin Jingwen was nagging, and she couldn't help but wipe away her tears, while Qiao Shunchen behind her secretly smiled. 。It's the weekend. 。Joe Xiang called Joe Shun-chen, asking him to bring the kids over. However, he didn't mention Qin Jingwen on the phone. 。Qin Jingwen knew she was not welcome and, with self-awareness, declined Qiao Shunchen's invitation to accompany him. 。"You and your uncle take the children there, today I'll take Jingyi out to buy some clothes." 。"The excuse is buying clothes, the real reason is not wanting to embarrass Joe Shunchen. 。"Oh, and please thank the chairman for me. Thank him for agreeing to let me be with my child." 。Qin Jingwen couldn't help adding, "Since moving here, I haven't contacted Joe Xiang." 。Although this result did not satisfy her, it was already a step backward for Joe Xiang. 。Go with Jingyi, you can buy clothes back at night. 。" Qiao Shunchen insisted that his grandfather didn't invite Qin Jingwen, but before he had a formal marriage, Qin Jingwen could still go. " 。He wants the whole family to go together, and he wants Grandpa to see how happy they are. 。"I'm still not going. The chairman might have something else to ask you, and it wouldn't be convenient to talk about it if I went." 。Next time, next time I will definitely go with you all. 。" Qin Jingwen still refused because she hadn't forgotten that Qiao Shunchen was still going to get married. 。Go on, don't keep the Chairman waiting. 。Jingyi and I should go now. 。Qin Jingwen finished speaking, turned around and walked towards the child, giving them more instructions. 。"You two must be polite and not make Grandpa angry." 。"Okay, Mommy, we'll listen." 。Both children assured Qin Jingwen, and only then was Qin Jingwen reassured. 。Looking at Qiao Shunchen and the others leaving, Qin Jingwen's mood was a bit bad. 。In this situation, if she can still act nonchalant, maybe she's just a woman who doesn't care. 。Joe Xiang didn't call her for a reason, and agreeing to be with them, she also moved to the suburbs for days. 。In Qiao Xiang's view, it's time to talk about matchmaking. 。Qin Jingwen drove her younger sister to their parents' graves first. This time, she didn't cry or feel troubled, but instead smiled as she looked at them 。"Mom and Dad, we're all together as a family today, it must be very happy, right" 。Jing Yi is becoming more and more outstanding, she is your pride and my pride. 。"My aunt went out to clear her head, she'll be back in a while, so I didn't stop her." 。She is getting older and has always put her efforts into taking care of me and Jingyi. It's time for her to go out and enjoy herself. 。" Don't worry about anything, we can handle everything ourselves. " 。Qin Jingwen was saying reassuring words to her parents, but Qin Jingyi on the side listened and couldn't help but shed tears. 。"Mom and Dad, I miss you" 。Although everything was fine, when Qin Jingyi saw her parents, she would still think of how difficult they had it before, remembering how tragic the accident scene was, and recalling the horrifying sight of her parents covered in blood. 。"Well, this way your parents will be uncomfortable and won't feel at ease." 。We've all gone through the toughest times, and you managed to pull through then. So why are you being soft now 。"

Qin Jingwen hugged her younger sister in her arms, comforting her >>> 。She also wanted to cry, but the two of them couldn't cry together. If their parents saw this, they would be uneasy even in the afterlife. 。Qin Jingyi obediently wiped her tears, but the love for her parents did not diminish in the slightest. 。She remained silent, offering no tears. Instead, her mind replayed the scene of the accident repeatedly. 。Qin Jingwen saw Qin Jinyi staring blankly, quickly taking her away for fear that she would be lost in memories. 。Getting into the car, Qin Jingyi's mood improved slightly. 。"Sis, you drive. Let's go shopping for clothes." 。Hearing Qin Jingyi speak, Qin Jingwen's heart felt a little lighter. 。Qin Jingwen started the car and began to drive smoothly on the highway into the city. 。Qin Jingwen kept finding pleasant topics to talk about, such as whether there were any boys in class who liked Qin Jingyi and whether Qin Jingyi had any boyfriends. 。Qin Jingwen also encouraged Qin Jingwen to fall in love and get along well with her classmates. 。However, these topics did not reach Qin Jingyi's ears. 。"Sis, when our parents had the car accident that year…" "Jing Yi, things have passed. Don't think about it." 。We are destined to be without our parents' companionship, something no one can change. All we can do is accept the arrangement of fate. 。"

Qin Jingwen heard Qin Jingyi's words and knew she hadn't gotten over the scene just now. She quickly spoke up to interrupt Qin Jingyi, fearing she would talk about the car accident "> 。

I'm more afraid she would be stimulated and fall ill.

Qin Jingwen continued speaking, not giving Qin Jingyi any chance at all. 。"We are doing so well now, you study excellently and will surely find a good job in the future." 。I can be with two children, and I can also support two children on my own. 。Our debts are all paid off, so we don't have to strive hard anymore. 。Days are getting better and better…” "Sis, we still haven't paid off our debts..." 。The other driver's losses are still outstanding. 。Qin Jingyi interrupted Qin Jingwen's words. 。Although Qin Jingwen didn't tell her about these things, she knew >>> 。The money was ready a long time ago, it's just that I haven't found the right person. 。This is not a debt. 。Don't worry about this, someone will appear someday. 。Qin Jingwen wasn't surprised that Qin Jingyi knew about this, but she was worried that she would keep it all to herself and put invisible pressure on her. 。"Sister, all these years you've never mentioned what happened to Mom and Dad in the car accident. I know you were worried about my illness" 。You don't have to worry anymore, I am now brave enough to face 。Since Uncle Joe started driving me to school every day, I've been thinking about Mom and Dad even more. 。I also want to face the accident scene, only then can I completely get over the shadow. 。Qin Jingyi just wanted to say the questions her sister and aunt had never asked over so many years, so that she could truly face them calmly. 。"Sis, let me tell you, I'll be fine. " 。Qin Jingyi turned her head to look at Qin Jingwen, seeking her opinion. 。Although Qin Jingyi said so, Qin Jingwen was still a little worried. 。However, Qin Jingyi's words are not without reason. Only by facing the scene at that time can one truly walk out of the shadow. 。Qin Jingwen found a safe place to park the car, allowing Qin Jingyi to calmly say what she wanted to say, and also allowing herself not to tremble with fear when she heard about the accident. 。Well, just say what you want. 。< >With sister, there's nothing to fear.< > 。Qin Jingwen's words were encouraging, giving Qin Jingyi more courage to face 。After a moment of silence, Qin Jingyi finally spoke. 。"I'm not really sure why the company went bankrupt. I only heard about it after my parents discussed things when the bankruptcy happened." 。That day after school, Mom and Dad had already packed their luggage. Mom said we couldn't stay in the house anymore, so we went abroad to find my sister. 。"Mom's words were tactful, but I knew she meant that we were in debt and couldn't afford it. We had to go into hiding." 。"I just followed my parents without saying anything." 。Dad is driving, Mom is in the passenger seat, and I am in the middle of the back. 。Dad seemed a little flustered, with calls coming in constantly. He didn't answer them, but it distracted him while he was driving. 。"I kept my eye on the speedometer, and as soon as Dad went a little faster, I would remind him 。But even at its fastest, it didn't exceed 120. I just don't understand how it crashed so badly. 。When Qin Jingyi mentioned this, she saw the horrific scene of the car accident in her mind and couldn't help but burst into tears. 。"Jing Yi, if you can't accept it, just don't say anything. " 。“

Qin Jingwen quickly opened her mouth to comfort Qin Jinyi, but her own heart was also rising and falling violently at this time

Qin Jingwen had never seen such a car accident scene. When she returned after receiving the news, the scene of the accident had already been cleared. 。Later, when she saw photos and videos, when she saw both her parents lying in a pool of blood, she didn't continue watching. 。That feeling at the time was beyond description, I felt like my heart wasn't even mine anymore. I couldn't bear the sight of such a tragic scene. 。"I'm fine, that's a fact, it's a fact I've taken years to accept." 。Qin Jingyi felt that she was fine and continued speaking. 。"Dad, in a moment of distraction, first hit the guardrail and then bounced back to hit the car on his right. When he bounced back, the force was much smaller, and there was a guardrail as an obstacle... But I don't understand how it could still be so bad." 。" I didn't know what was happening at all. I just watched Dad's body completely change, covered in blood..." "Okay, okay, stop talking about it." 。

Don't make your parents experience pain again, and don't torture yourself.

"This time, Qin Jingwen couldn't hold back her tears, yet she still comforted Qin Jingyi. " 。She knew Dad had left tragically. 。My sister's words made it feel like I was there myself. 。That kind of piercing pain is like being plunged into hell. 。Since the topic had already been brought up, Qin Jingyi couldn't just let it drop. 。If she had stopped, she wouldn't have had the courage to speak up. 。"I called out to Dad, but he didn't react at all. " 。

Only when I called her "Mom" did I realize that she, too, was made of flesh and blood.

I suddenly became afraid, thinking that they had all already left at that time. 。"Sis... it was just a car accident, how could it be this bad, and we're held fully responsible..." 。"

Qin Jingyi cried while looking at Qin Jingwen with confusion, " 。For so many years, she had always believed that she had not been speeding, nor had she broken any laws. 。While it's true that a father's heart wouldn't be calm, it wouldn't be fair to place the entire responsibility on them and demand a huge sum of compensation. 。After all, we hit the car in front of us, so the responsibility is obviously ours. 。Qin Jing calmed down her emotions and continued speaking. 。"It's better to say it out loud so you feel lighter. Don't think about the other things, they're already decided." 。" Qin Jingwen was still worried that Qin Jinyi couldn't bear it. Now, the matter of the car accident didn't matter to her anymore. What mattered most was that Qin Jinyi could walk out from under that shadow and accept that reality. "

"Sis, I miss Mom and Dad. It would be so great if they were still alive." 。" Qin Jingyi couldn't control her emotions and rushed into Qin Jingwen's arms, sobbing. 。"I want to " 。" What can we do about it, anyway It's gone, forever. We can never go back." 。meals a day, even if you eat ten meals a day, I can afford it." 。" Chu Yang was also full of happiness on the side, saying, at this time he didn't know what feeling it was to show off, he only knew t...